where i will posting about my days waiting for my boyfriend to graduate basic training.
plus side this to this birth control? I can choose to not get my period. which would make you think there’s no down sides right? wrong. I still crave all the food in the world the week I’m “supposed” to have my period. no wonder why a side effect is weight gain -.-
i know it’s coming, i say it all the time. everyone asks when? for how long? but i tell them the answer like it’s no big deal. it’s been pushed off for so long it’s like my mind thinks i can keep pushing it off. but everyday it’s getting closer whether i think about it or not. there’s a lot of lonely nights ahead of me, and they’re going to hit me a lot faster than i think..
i couldn’t be happier for you, but i’m going to really really miss you.
too much shit to deal with today that I just really don’t want to deal with -.-
in seriously such a shit mood.
and it’s my best friends 21st tonight.
I have no money and no desire to get drunk.
ugh. also can’t find my 30DS video -.-
today is poop.
sometimes, I just like to think and get excited about our future together. (:
sometimes I don’t realize just how superstitious I really am.
ugh. I hate making decisions. I hate being poor but I really, really want to be in school again. I just can’t afford it though right now. I keep telling myself to save up for one more year. but who knows where I’ll be then. I just. ugh. why is life so hard ):